goodbye past, hello present

and cant wait to meet you future(:

life is life. im living.
<3di henri aquije

6yearplan

With me, myself, and i.

Because when the people you thought you could trust the most just end up being like the rest..what happens?
Ive lost hope. All work, and no play..or hardly. I dont need or want distractions. Let me live.

so many more words

i give up. working two jobs still and fuck it ill start school and do whatever untill i figure it out. waste my time on self improvements

unforgettable sorrow

as much as i try to forget. i find myself thinking back..our friendship was good times.
and i always wonder if you catch a thought of me every once and a while as i do...
move forward.

lately things have been going pretty okay. ive found myself driving to grove again. we'll never be able to just be friends, feelings dont change apparently..
i need a vaycay SOON. road trip to canada, here i come? or possible beach house for a week might happen.

soul searching

nough said.

forgotten the past and everyone that was once in it. you lost your chance.

thankful

so i got the job at f&e and im loving it. $$
everyone can see the difference in me. a lot that has happened made me realize where i need to be. lets see if everyone will finally understand. we need better people in this world. you can change your outlook simply by changing your attitude.

now i remember

who my close friends are.
sticking to my roots.

hello new job

eco friendly company with good pay and benefits, here i come.
def not messing this shit up.

on second thought,

not worth my time or breath.
people can change and mature. something you need to learn.
get out of high school.

fucked

pointless blogging, btw

really now

life is not all about clubs, partying, and getting "crunk"

get your priorities straight.

mmhm

Cause honey, when you gettin money
You dont have a care

i think

i need to focus on me. get my life on track and be where i should be.
im not quite sure where im heading.

REWIND

what did i get myself into.

why

3 or 4 years is a very long time..
tough situation.

ugh

rough couple days. time to relax and then back to work and busy life..

yeeeup

it doesnt matter because you were always going to go back.

empty.

tough week ahead.

Rest In Paradise Grandma Guadalupe.

i dont need you

dont pitty me, because i sure as hell dont pitty you.
people change, grow the fuck up and realize what youve become.
friends come and go, i got lucky enough to have the good ones stick around

later haters

doom

tempted by the sins of life, the pleasures of lust
With wild imaginings that you cant discuss
Oh, the flesh is weak, its a struggle for feast
Its a daily conflict between man and beast
We, strive for God, and a better tomorrow
Still suffering, from the unforgettable sorrow.

typical

sticking to what i believe. stay the fuck away from me with your horrible intentions.
fun is over.

self explanatory

I'm ready and I'm not afraid to say it
I'm tired of the game, already played it.

NEPHEW

Aiden Kirk Juarez. capn' kirk :D has joined us in this world since jan 4th @11:21 p.m.

i was in the delivery room. i must say it was quite an experience.
tears, joy, excitement. i can not wait till they both come home<3

hello 2010

life's good, real good. lets keep the momentum going
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