hubba hubba

where is the world taking me now.

holidays

BROKE. yay for christmas bonus's and credit >.<

the dreams i have been having are hitting me hard. very nostalgic, indeed..

open your eyes

ive been here all along and im not going anywhere.

you needa

smile a lil bit and frown a lil less.

find me here

high times @ the happiest place on earth ?

everything i'm not, made me everything i am.

it all happens for a reason. goodbye.

positive. positive. positive.
good friends, good sessions, good food, good times. dont burst my bubble.

goodbye

done giving and giving. when will i be taken care of, for once.

different

if only you could see me, now. probably wouldnt matter anyway.

enough

lets just forget the past, mend, and move forward.

here we go.

"my dog smells like a slut"

i miss your room, your drunk self, sleepovers, the things you said, your shitty rude friends, your pipe, your backyard, your garage, your parents living room, your red car, movie nights, flame broiler, your couch, the talks, your stairs, embarrassing myself, the herb, your crude jokes, attempts to go to milky spoon, your soft side, your friendship.


the end.

please

stop blaming me if there is distance..you drift.
i havent gone anywhere or replaced anyone.

just think before you open your mouth.

happy birthday leenda !

was @maggianos <33
lovely 9teenth birthday. a year from now and that "teen" will be gone..
gifts were cute, thanks everyone.

happy birthday babe

because i waited 3 hours to get his present in the freezing cold,
and drove around practically the world to find the perfect ice cream cake.
disneyland and rain forest cafe <3

indeed

sometimes we're high and sometimes we're low..

isnt it funny

people change their appearance, follow a new trend, and all of a sudden they have an ego and theyre too good for the rest of the world. aha.

reliant on no one but myself.

and that was that.

You tell me to grow up, but look at the way you handle things..
you chose. i didnt want this, but im done fighting.
i'll never let you back in.

eyes that hypnotize

babyboy j<3
its cute that he's 6'4 and makes me feel tiny. nough said.

the lack of

haha, im not a fool. i was well aware of what was happening but i guess i just figured it wouldnt go anywhere anyway so i didnt over analyze.
it just shows the lack of trust, commitment, and honesty.
and he pretty much didnt mean anything that was said.

never looking back.

uhhh

feelin awkward when certain things are said to me.
not sure how to react, what to say, or what to do.
people are very forgetful. either youre there or youre not.
just show that you actually give a fuck.

hello good moods

been feeling way too happy and i like ittt.
early mornings, work, long days, bikes, herbies, &new friends.

wow

i think, i'm done..i deserve better than this and you sure as hell know it too.

hope is fading, but ill keep believing

car accident

not fun, scary shit, &cars done. yay me.

thankful to be alive. fuck trucks.

blah

i want to go back to when this was going to be my home..

happy little mess

indeeeeed [:

forget youuu

parentals suck at promises..PFT.

worse

than i thought it was going to be..i fell apart. he looked so peaceful though.
you will be missed Sal, a father figure.

serious time. i wont let another minute go to waste. i mean what i say, when i build up the courage to say it..im scared to let anyone in but im trying.

time stands still

today one of our fathers go under.
too soon for these moments..

RestInParadise.

im just

too young to feel this old.

word

not worth the time, i guess ? aha, happens.

d o n e

honestly, ill keep my mouth shut from now on. it never changes anything..

slap in the face

but its okay..fast forward to 2010, please.

uh oh

i wont get my hopes up and i wont let my guard down.

time will tell.

where i want to be

lets leave the sound of the heat for the sound of the rain..

realizing a lot lately. missing a lot. trying to figure out why i stick around..whats holding me back ?

U.S. Navy

thinking of joining..

losing my mind

when you fall and there is no one to catch you..prepare yourself for the worst.

its tuff to front happy. crash and burn.

still the same

he'll never really know.


and when it all falls into place, it falls apart again.

awh

fuck you twilight

addicting but terribly irritating to read..


::sigh::

useless

useless searching when ill never seem to find what im truly looking for.
i do nothing wrong, and everything right..but its never enough somehow.

whatsup reality.

hah

Isn't it ironic? We ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us Love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us..

scrumpdiliumcious

never have i tasted something so wonderful. greatest candy in the world.

nostalgia

and i know when you see me, you miss me.
i cant help to not feel the same.